[return]

id been better all day. it didnt hurt as much, and i didnt have the urge to cry, but because don just came in my room and decided to be an ass about my grades and reminded me hes taking my phone tomorrow, im back to where i was. i need to snap out of it and fix things. i guess ill just duck my head down and work until my grades are better. then ill worry about ryan. that way he has time to get better so maybe hes not so mad at me and we can move on.