[Runaway]

I can't focus. Sitting in French, thinking about Alex. We really are betting long term on this relationship. I really adore him. And he adores me. For a while we'd been joking about running away to Australia together. Now, I think it maybe turning into a real plan. We talked about it yesterday. After I graduate next year, we may take a trip to Australia. It would be fun, I just hope we could do it. Trip number 2 next summer, going to L.A. to the Warwick custom shop. We would stay at Alex's dad's house while we were there. I've made plans in the future with boyfriends before, so none of it really feels real and my hopes aren't high for going, but the idea excites me. Alex is really into this. Into me.