[family]

ryan said im his family today. we had our talk. it really really short, because i couldnt talk. it wasnt cause i was nervous, i just couldnt think of everything that i had before. i feel like i ruined it. but i got plenty of hugs out of it. hot and sweaty hugs, but hugs. i was leaning on him after when me him and brad were hanging out. probably looked really bad, and brad probably knows i like him, but i dont care. hes like my brother, even if i do like him. and so is brad. i would have leaned on brad if he was were ryan was.