[Gimpy]

I'm talking to Ryan again. I sent him an email, saying exactly how I feel, asking what happened last year, letting know how fucked up I am right now, all of it. He keeps saying he's sorry for what he did. Things are going really well. He really is sorry, and he really does care, but there's more to it than that. He still likes me.

when ever I manage to see ur face, I look in your to see hurt and disgrace, of people picking up and throwing you down, like a broken doll with no heart to be found, but just no that there is someone that hasn't been around, that's watched all the fire burn your world down, and they knew they could do something but had no idea what cause they were part of the problem right from the start, and again and again they wish they could go back, way befor the mess that they shot into your chest, changing the way everything began, not just stopping it but putting to an end

That was his facebook status last night. I asked him about it today, and he didn't explain, he wanted to know why I was asking. I told him I thought he was hiding something, and I wanted to know what. He won't tell me till the time is right, and hes absolutely certain of what will happen after. Which tells me he still likes me and wants to tell me. Add another problem to my list.